A little bit about the book: 
This book is Zsadist's story. He is the most misunderstood character yet. He was raised as a blood slave. Raped and humiliated. He still has to bear his past and as much as he tries to hide it from his Brother's, they all know that he isn't quite right. 
As soon as Bella meets Zsadist she is intrigued and wants to get to know him better, and she certainly doesn't hide this information either. Zsadist continues to push her away over and over again, not being able to get past his suffering and pain. When Bella goes missing he is instantly enraged and goes in search of her. Bella tries over and over again to show him that his is so much more than he gives himself credit for. He is not filthy or dirty despite his scarred face and his blood slave tattoos. 

Zsadist has so much hurt and pain running through his blood that he just can't comprehend why Bella would want him. 


What did I think of the book? 
I thought Zsadist's story was so interesting. I found that his pain and suffering was something I could easily relate too. I too have witnessed things that haunt my current state of mind.  I could understand why Zsadist was so hesitant to jump into something with Bella. I know their different situations but reading his book made me feel a little bit less like a freak.