Sunday, April 5, 2009

A Blinding Light


Top of Lucerne Valley during a storm

Living in the desert is disgusting. Were stationed here hopefully temporarily over by Fort Irwin. The two of us are splurging on a Comfort Suites Hotel Room. We have been here for 4 days now and its heaven to me. Coming from the Sunset Motel which had meth-heads and crack addicts crawling all over the place. Word is from Josh's superiors that they will work on getting him on base housing. I'm looking to find a job on base at Fort Irwin. I have applied for taco bell and some chinese restaurant so we will see how that goes. I'm actually kind of hoping for a job at Irwin, it would be very convenient.

Nailed to my heart

Bubble Bath and Cigarettes

Taking a bubble bath really got me thinking about what I can do to get through this period of hardship. My life is on pause for right now for a very good cause. What can I do to make it feel like its moving forward? Yesterday I started a website that displays my photography. It really got me feeling like I'm doing something with my life, and not just sitting in a hotel room waiting for things to come to me. Designing my website gets my brain thinking and going wild in such creative ways. Unfortunately it also gets my mind running all over the place about things I don't mix well with my motivated mood and my uplifted spirits. Thinking about my dreams. My career, relationship, and overall future. I think a lot about a family of my own. I realize that I am young and that I have unrealistic and silly dreams, but despite that I want them to come true.

Here's another photo to go along with this post. I don't know if they go together much but thats fine with me. Again, comments welcome.

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